Dearhearts,

I am replying not one by one because I will be honest the ex has me very depressed and I am struggling tonight.

I just wanted to explain how this will help me.

Finally, I will be able to pump and store breastmilk for the baby. This means that when I reach severe pain threshold, instead of suffering and being depressed about it, I will be able to take my meds and feed him the stored milk.

It also means I will have all of the supplies I need to feed Jeremy in this situation. IT means I will be able to go out for the night if I want, make some friends and visit some old ones. It means if I go out with JEremy I dont have to haul out the boob in public, which I know i shouldnt worry about but with my past issues it makes me uncomfortable.

Heres to breastfeeding until at least one year!

Thank you for helping to keep my baby healthy. I am copying this thread into Jeremys baby book so he knows all the wonderful people who helped when his momma was down and out.