My husband just said something about my sleeping too much. I don't feel depressed, but this may be an early sign? I am newly diagnosed bipolar II, so I am just starting to see patterns. I never thought that my "good" times were hypomania, even though I shopped too much and was hypersexual at those times. I was only focussed on the depression. I also didn't see the times when I was agitated and irritable as possibly mixed episode. The depression is the pit of hell. All I want to do is die, and every thought is about being doomed to some sort of hell on earth (i.e. global warming, planet ending scenarios). There is also self harm when I get stressed during that time.