Thx. Yea I actually do have a better day. Whew. Not on a functional level, but yesterday was basically hell. When I finally felt I really needed to sleep, I couldn't. Every position I tried hurt something. So I was up every minute for hours trying something. Fell asleep a while sitting up. Can't say that worked out. Was finally allowed some Tylenol and I used that pain relief to fall asleep really quickly. It felt so good sleeping.

Unfortunately I can't any prescription meds unless they are black market. Can't be prescribed anything. Going to docs would meaning I would instantly be banned from my psych meds. For good. And yes, that is how harsh it is here. Also I would be kicked out of psychiatry as a whole as here, addiction care always comes first. That would be a death penalty.