Samantha, thank you so much. I was so riveted that I didn't even notice that it was kind of a long post.

I think I'll always have a part of me that wishes I were female. In the 0% to 100% spectrum, I'd say I'm a pretty solid 50% (and by that I don't mean gender neutral). I've never completely identified with the male role and there's a part of me that I'm beginning to recognize always identified with the female role. And I've always known that I'm bisexual (at least, for as long as I've thought about such things) so I've long put that issue to rest.

This thread, the research I've done recently, and time I've taken to think has really helped me. I'm feeling much more comfortable with my own thoughts and feelings now. I need to figure out how I want to deal with some of this but I've stopped worrying about what any of it means. I'm me and both my inner male and female are pretty much happy with that.

Though I'd still give anything to be a woman for a few days.

Cyran0