I appreciate everyones input... I have been soaking everything up and trying to make my plan.

I will see the new therapist on Monday for the second time - because I still have not made a definite decision. I want to ask her some more questions and dependent upon her answers - I'll make my decision to go with her or not

And I see my T tomorrow, but I'm not going to say anything yet. I will schedule one more session and I will know what I am going to do by then and will have time to put my thoughts together and do what needs to be done.

And Perna, my husband gave me permission to use him as an excuse if I couldn't find something better to say...

Thanks.