Rive,

Well, yes, technically doctors need patients otherwise their profession would be useless, but i get what you mean and i totally agree. I wasnt complaining about it, i was just stating what happened.

Both my Ts have always said that as doctors, they will always be there if needed: as "normal" doctors when you call them for a flu or something worse. They are there in case of need, in case of life changes, in cases of crisis... In that i always felt lucky.

Yes, i know it would still hurt had i had the end i wanted because all ends are painful and thats why i compared it to a death, a loss, a grief...

I think i did well ending therapy, i just wasnt really prepared to the way it ended.

Why not rational and why not best for all???