I essentially took the negative emotion that I was experiencing, named it misery, asked the emotion where it originated. Then I put it aside to address the part of me that the emotion originated, which, in this case, was the 10 year old me. ...if that makes any sense.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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