It must feel a bit reassuring that your pdoc was concerned for your welfare. It helps so much to feel "heard" and "understood," even if only enough to get our more immediate needs understood and, hopefully, met.

I happen to think most therapists are worth another try, especially if they have not somehow compromised the capacity for trust and there is a sense of both the ability and the desire to work together.

It is truly nice to have you posting again.
I am sorry you have been having such a challenging time.
I do hope you will feel better very soon!