yes the guilt is awful...but i have to get his attention somehow. he was diagnosed in feb 08 and he has picked up this bad habit of binge drinking after work and on weekends and his meds are not gonna have a full affect as long as he is drinking. our marriage therapist and pdoc has already warned him of this, plus when he is drinking he gets mean. he is so delusional he thinks i left our home because of his BP, no i left because of his drinking on all those meds. i didn't feel safe.

BTW does anyone know the chat forum schedule or where i can find this info? i would greatly appreciate any info on how to get there and the times.

thanks in advance
chiwawa mom