I am sure that he does care about you. But, he can't work with you if you keep breaking boundaries that he sets. Why do you need to contact the office so much? You can call or text the crisis hotline if you need help outside of your sessions.

As for getting meds and getting around, there should be disability transportation in your area. It is available for psychiatric patients. You should look into this.

It would be a good idea to try for disability transportation, medicaid, and disability. Trying to get help, would be a much better use of your time than contacting them.