Losing our pets is so hard! It sounds to me like you are figuring out your feelings about your grief. Do you feel like that is making sense to you?
I don't want you to feel obligated to answer my question if you don't want to. I respect your choice.
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"Love you.
Take care of you.
Be true to you.
You are the only you,
you will ever know the best.
Reach for YOUR stars.
You can reach them better
than anyone else ever can."
Landon Clary Eason
Grateful Sobriety Fangirl Since 11-16-2007
Happy Sober Crafter