Hey Cyran0......ever though about getting a massage. It can make you feel almost high afterward. I go to a day spa in the mall (kinda girly for you probably) but I'm sure you can find a private practice somewhere.

It gives you a real release from tension...........I know the lady told me to sit up slow and boy was she right! My head was spinning but I felt so good afterward!

It may could help you get the "release" you're looking for - and work out some cramped muscles to boot!

It's worth a shot!