I understand how you feel. I often don't go to functions when I get that "feeling" I'm going to lose it. I missed mother's day last year and my mom is 85!. I'd like to think it does get better, at least not worse. If I can get a tune up I consider myself lucky because I can't fully explain how i feel of make a professional understand. Somedays I think I am doing great and someone says how ya doing (only for conversation) and I begin to cry. The best part is when they ask"what's wrong?) What do you say? Where do you begin? and why does something have to BE wrong? I just feel this way right now. WOW... I guess I got that off my chest. I hope you at least know someone understands even if I don't have THE answer.

Good Luck Saturday

Rose