I'm having a hard time motivating myself to do work. I'm not depressed or anything. I just find my current assignment boring as hell and I'm dragging my feet. Even worse, I know for a fact I could have done all of my work in less than one week's time, but it's taking me two weeks at this rate. I also don't know how to push through it and be effective. Like, to put it bluntly... this work SUCKS.


Instead of doing work, I've been reading and playing guitar for most of the day. And of course, part of my day was chewed up by going to the dealer for my car, too. I also spent some time online buying a few new books (physical books), even though I own a kindle paperwhite. I just prefer physical copies of books that I really enjoy. I don't know why; I just like to have them in my possession. I actually have some signed books, but these books I'm ordering aren't signed.


What's really sucky is that I try to read or play guitar, and then I remind myself, "Man, I really need to do work...." So, then stop what I'm doing and go back to my work laptop. After about 5 mins, I decide I don't want to do work because I am unmotivated, and then I go back to what I was doing. I'm just going back and forth, back and forth...


I'm going to try to listen to some music. Maybe that'll relax me? I don't know. I just feel sh_tty about not doing work... And my sister/dad situation is annoying because they're STILL going at it. I don't want any part of it, and yet, they're still pulling at my arms in opposite directions and getting mad at me for not taking their side. Figures...


I hope everyone else has been having a good day.