Another day. I am going to wax my kitchen floor before bedtime. While making the cleaner for the floor, I inhaled ammonia fumes. Now I feel a little ill. Stupid me. I just realized, back a couple days ago, that I have everything that I want, that which I will actually use on a regular basis. I reviewed my purchases on Amazon. I expected to find purchases of items that I would not really use, but just some things that I just want to have. Most all purchases over the past several months I have been regularly using, most of which has been of some to very much a benefit to me. So I think I am beginning to go the right direction with my spending problems. I now need to pace myself and only purchase items that I will immediately use, knowing that I can postpone just about all purchases. This will give me time to review my real need of those items, where by then I may find more important items to purchase, those that I really need.

Tomorrow I go into work. Someone made a big mistake, something I do not remember doing. If I did, I probably had a good reason at the time. So I look at this potential trouble for me this way. At best, they will keep an eye on me. So I need to be careful on how I go about my job. At worst, I will be verbally reprimanded, and provided with additional training. But more importantly, I do not think I will lose my job. Everyone knows I am new to the job. I am doing the best that I can. I cannot do anything more than this.

One employee that I work with is very lazy. I do not trust him, particularly since my efforts do make him look bad, without me meaning to do this. He may be connected to the big boss. So I have to watch out how I am being with him, and try to head off any problems for me that he may be responsible for in the future. His mistakes he may blame on me, setting me up by throwing dirt my way. At every opportunity, he does try to curry favor with the General Manager of the very large store.

My daughter has been having allot of trouble with her boyfriend, with who she has two children. He is very lazy. She does everything for them except work his job for him. Also his mother is taking advantage of my daughter, This is very stressful for her, permitting her little sleep. Recently, she did tell me that he is beginning to take her side in relationship with his mother. This may be a hopeful good start. But leaving him she is keeping as a possibility. She does want it to work for both of them.