Hi Yaowen
Thanks for your support. It could be my medication but I've been on that medication for about five years, I think. I would love to be able to go to a dr and get everything checked out but financially it's impossible. My psychiatrist did some bloods and then a relative who's a dr got a few more done (so I didn't have to pay to see a dr) and they were all fine. If I see a dr again it'll be the cost of the dr and probably a whole lot more blood tests. The medical insurance I've got only pays if you are admitted to hospital.

I don't really know what I can do to find relief, but just go on doing whatever I'm doing and ignore things. Like, I just want to sleep, I want to be able to switch off for however long I need and want. I'm doing the therapy, taking meds, eating healthily, exercising, meditating, going to support groups.... what more can I do? Just tired. (Ranting not directed at anyone here, just done...)