It feels wrong to start my own thread, but this doesn't belong in the Check-In thread.

I have been thinking about discontinuing everything related to this disorder. I don't think the meds are doing much for me. I'm not truly taking advantage of my therapy sessions despite having a marvelous T. .... And ECT is inconvenient at two hours away as well as expensive. The hospital has granted us financial assistance, but the pdoc bills independently as does the anaesthesiology group.


I'm not sure why exactly I bring this up. I need help examining these ideas I guess.