So the doctor at the hospital wanted me to get a blood pressure home tester machine so I have an appt for the nurse on Monday (3rd) for this. I am again back at the nurse on 6th for a blood pressure check as per my GP request from last Thurs. I'm then back to see a different hopefully better GP on 10th to review everything and hopefully can put my mind at ease.

I will talk to him about meds as no-one has said meds to me other than the out of hours GP on 19th.

Although I'm glad I'm being listened to finally I'm really upset and scared. All I did last night was cry as my mind is literally like WTF and could i die? I know i might be a drama queen here but this is completely new territory for me no-one i know has had this. I'm laughing, joking about it all but I'm really upset