I've thought I was doing good because I only had sex with one person a few times last week. Every time I think I'm climbing the hill I run into a mudslide. I have 2 dates a day scheduled all weekend. I know I won't cancel lunch, he's a long term Fwb....with lot's of benefits. I just hope I have the strength to cancel the rest. This is an extremely difficult anniversary of bad things. I just want to get drunk and feel a man's body. Sweet Jesus help me.