I was on a prety good dose of Buspar for two and a-half years. It did not do a darn thing for me. I get panic attacks with my mixed episodes sometimes. Klonopin is by far the most effective treatment for those, but it aggravates my depression, which made us stop it. So, I just go without an anxiety med per se at the moment.

I was on Risperdal for three years. It did not make my anxiety worse in my opinion.

If you've neer tried Klonopin, you might at least look into it and give it a shot. If the anxiety is that bad, it will likely help you. Sending you calming vibes and peace and support.