Not sure what is going on, but still cannot get anything done it seems. I wonder if maybe I am a bit depressed. I feel a little apathetic. I was feeling good last month, but even though I am over the hormone issue for this month, I feel wiped out by it. Like, it derailed all my momentum and efforts yet again. I dunno. I luckily got a call and an appointment with the women's mental health clinic for a few weeks from now (they are quite busy). I just don't like how this is all messing with my work and other projects and I don't know what to do about that or how to explain it, without having to discuss my mental health. I also feel like it would sound a bit like an excuse to say I just don't feel up to doing work. However, I am okay overall. I am getting some Thai curry for dinner (should stop eating out, but need a pick me up with some good food).
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