Thank you all for your feedback ! It’s nice to know I’m not crazy for how I feel. It’s so hard for me to imagine actually leaving him as he really is my best friend but I just feel like trust is so important in a relationship. He says guys watch porn and it’s normal and the only reason he used Snapchat was because he didn’t want me to see it on his phone and get upset.. This is my first relationship and I guess I don’t always know what normal exactly is since I didn’t have the best examples growing up either. Is watching porn while in a relationship normal ? Is it weird that it upsets me this much ?