Im 35 but since childhood ive been bullied called wierd,crazy or strange had few friends .People avoided me called me names no matter how much i tried .At age twenty after getting into depression i was finally diagnosed adhd anxiety and depression.In adult life i came to realize people are just polite they cant tell you you are wierd but they secretly deslike you use subtext .Now im learning to interpret polite behaviour have had to get rid of majority of peole i called friends