Earthmama,
I'm here for you. I know how excruciatingly painful it can be.

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Honestly, this is probably the first "real" attachment I've ever felt to anyone.

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That's really good that you have gotten to this point, Earth!

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I didn't realize how I had become used to his caring, supporting listening twice a week. I miss that

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I'll bet you do! Who wouldn't? I know you're afraid that it won't be there when he comes back, but it will. It may take some time to readjust, but it will come back

Have you written down your thoughts while he has been away? You just have three more days before you can see him! This takes a lot of courage, strength and perseverance to get through all of this and I can already tell you have these strengths and WILL make it! Best of wishes!