Still struggling in this area. Had a date last night turned into sex he basically told me what we were going to do despite myself I complied. I just don't know what's wrong with me. I wasn't horny he said he was coming over put on a dress dim the lights. I did everything he asked me to do. And he had his way with me. Several times. I've become submissive, I never used to be has to bv e a med thing. But i can't seem to get normal.