So sorry you are struggling with all this, Raven. Longest one for me has been more than a year, but I was not being aggressively treated then. Wellbutrin has worked best for me, along with lithium. Interesting, you experience, as my shrink, who has been in practice about 20 years, was just telling me he has never seen a case of Wellbutrin causing mania in a bipolar patient. I guess everyone is a bit different.

Sending you support. Please don't be hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can. It will turn around.