How do I overcome the void in my life that my husband filled. After 33 years numerous seperations, 2 children with disabilities. Even though there have been countless cheating, lies alcohol and gambling. Lost our house last year due to him having an affair with a woman who lived in the same street. I have given in and given him so many chances. Last year believing he still loved me and always telling me so we went on a cruise to New Zealand as a familyfor2 weeks. Thinking things were great making plans for future holidays together without the boys, he got trashed New Year’s Eve told me he did not love me anymore and only came on the holiday to c how he felt about me but also to jump off and commit suicide . I was heartbroken . For the first. time he has not had a drink in a month and is going to counseling
How do I move on. I know I have too but I am so lonely and lost.