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It might be easier if I stopped hurting people inadvertantly. I just can't bear the thought of being capable of hurting anybody, especially those that I love, but unfortunately somehow I manage to keep doing it.

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Hi Angel,

I hear you. I'm wondering, just suggesting, that what your worried about is part of the illness as well.

I've met a few pretty nasty people in my life and they never seemed to worry at all if they hurt anyone, they just went ahead and did it.

Maybe we worry because we feel bad inside, but we are not really bad at all, just ill.

This is the kind of thing that therapists can help us with, to get some reflection and see things more clearly. I hope you can get something sorted out. In the meantime stay with us Angel, it's good to talk to you.

Cheers, Myzen

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Ill or not, the end result is the same, I keep hurting anybody who comes near me. It's safer for everybody to keep their distance from me and leave me alone, that way I can't inflict myself of anybody and they won't get hurt.