I'm sorry angel. It hurts. You sound low enough to think about an ER visit. I don't really mean go to the ER, but think about it. You know you. On some level. Ask yourself if its time to check in, and look at your answer honestly. It's kind of an ongoing part of bp survival really. If you answer that your going to be ok, then take a deep breath and love up your kitties. Sometimes its just so much waiting. Let the world go to hell, it's not your problem, just hang on and wait it out.

Lol. I know you hate not getting responses, but is getting crap like this an improvement? sheesh.

Take care Angel.