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Old Feb 03, 2020, 09:19 AM
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Originally Posted by Gabyunbound View Post
This doesn't scream hypersexuality to me. You were younger then (right?). Maybe you were a particularly sexual person sowing some wild oats.

In other words, I don't think it *necessarily* has to do with MI.

Thoughts?
Yeah, I kinda agree too. BUT I did also feel depressed at the many rejections I had/perceived I had (didn't even try). And sometimes I'd do things of a sexual nature, particularly when drunk because I just didn't give a f! I mean, I didn't even necessarily like the person or know them. Two particular instances come to mind. Once I felt embarrassed for mistaking someone for someone else so I did something with them anyway, and another was at a drunken party was actually with two guys because I thought the one was cute, but somehow his not so cute friend got there too.

No, this may not be hypersexuality in that I didn't get anything really, but it was used as a way to try to build self esteem and perceived power, so in that sense, it was definitely MI related.
I also remember purging at one such rejection so that was MI related too, but that's a different issue...
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