<font color="#000088"> </font> <font color="#000088"> </font> wow !!!!!!razzleberry....man, you poor child. i have the same problem as far as songs, smells, places, and memories. I can still see my little dog's brown eyes when I had to have him put down. You haven't wasted your life because I needed to read your post on this very day. I know that I am not alone in the way I feel and it was such a strong message. Thanks for putting the words to that song in your post. I love it too, but have a hard time understanding some of the words. I'm glad you are still here in spite of your tries at not existing. There is no telling how many people whose life you saved by your story. Anyone who can write as well as you is not incompetent. ok? xxxooooPJ56