I'm taking a step back and gonna start using kratom for real. It would probably be a lot of highs and lows with it, but I'll try to make my friend help remind taking it, three times a day. I think that would fix me to a point of functioning. I took it yesterday and my sleep debt was so bad I slept the whole day and the night. Least it's better than start using opioids.

I'm still quite sick from withdrawals, and I'm fading away. People go like wow you are pale and you lost so much weight. So, that is my plan.

I never thought physical withdrawals could be so dang long. I wish someone would give me a dang timeline! So I knew when I'd get better. Almost 3 weeks and very little improvement. If you ever stopped this crap, how long did it even take?

I'm not gonna stop being drug free. Also Tramadol is really hardcore. Don't underestimate it. Depends on your brain chemistry though if you get really hooked on it. Also it its basically the number 2 drug in my country for lethal overdoses. So IT'S NOT HARMLESS and it can be hell to quit.