Hey there, this is an extremely debilitating condition we are living with. Not many people understand it or want to give it the time of day. My social life has shrunk to minimal level this past year due to having intrusive thoughts and false memories (as part of OCD) meaning I have to film myself wherever I go or else my mind will 'trick' me into generating a false memory. Going back to a couple of years ago when I was 'functioning' as I call it I still didn't have much of a social life due to being very quiet and introverted of which has affected me my whole life. I am going into 2020 with the hope that I will get better and start to enjoy life again.