There is nothing I can do.
I don't mean that in a bad way. I've spent 13 years fighting my mother's depression and there is nothing I can do while she won't fight it. While she ignores the medicine side of things. While she won't go to the hospital because "it probably won't help" even though she's obviously crashing and burning. There's nothing I can do. I need to help myself now. I need to start figuring out how to live my life for me and not for her.
There's nothing I can do.