Hi I am a "recovered" anorexic. I had been eating normal and healthy for almost 4 years. The past 3 weeks I have not been myself. I can't stand the thought of eating. When I do eat it is like I can see myself getting fatter and fatter. How can this happen to me? I was fine for years. God I freaking hate this crap. Any one else have this happen to them after years of recovery?