i'm also feeling very good about myself right now, but my husband still likely won't be impressed. And that adds pressure and anxiety for me to do more/finish all these undone tasks...but i'm also physically tired. I do have to eat lunch still though! omg, i forgot! (sorta). just so much to do!!! and even if I do get all that done, I'm sure he'll still find something to ***** about. I'm really getting bothered by him. Oh yeah! I wanted to contact my doctor again too? but is it enough that i noted some thoughts in my journal that he reads. ugh! i'm pretty sure he said to tell him if I get high again. Did he? ugh! i dunno! so much to do!!!