Anxiety up today. I've resolved to let be what will be right now as far as I'm so tired and I worked myself to exhaustion. But I'm still anxious about husband's reaction to what I did today and my current exhausted state, that it's still not enough, even though I practically met my goal...well, no I didn't. I didn't end up cooking or do the dishes. I can't do it! I can't do what he And my doctor are asking me to do! I tried! I really tried! And I'll keep trying, but so far I've failed every time. Boo!