I am very worried about my cat. Yesterday he was acting normal but today when I got home he was very lethargic, kind of pacing around slowly with half open eyes. I thought maybe he was in pain so I gave him his pain medication. He’s been laying on the back of the couch ever since. Now the pain med is sedating so he’s probably just groggy but I am worried nonetheless. If anything goes wrong, I will have to put him down. I have no more money to save him. I have already poured $7000 into this cat. I’m already going to have to stretch my budget wire thin to pay for it. I hope he’s ok.

I saw my pdoc today. I told her I stopped the haldol and she was fine with it. So that’s good.

I am having trouble eating lately, which is probably due to stress. I am hungry, but I absolutely do not want to eat. Nothing is appetizing to me. So I’m forcing myself to eat something that I really don’t want just so I have something in my stomach. This usually happens when I am in an episode but I don’t think I am. I think I’m just stressed out about money and my cat. Hopefully it will ease as my cat recovers.