I want to feel safe in my feelings of security and permanence in my situation and relationships. I want to feel loved by my ‘loved’ ones because I love, and act like I love them. I show them my love. Too many of them now have shown me they do not really love me. They don’t have my back. Some have done a complete turn on me, even though I have done nothing but been good to them. It sounds like I am misinterpreting...but I’m really not.