I have experienced the same as you long time ago almost 5 years from now and it was my first episode of psychosis ever. As soon as i got out from its state of delusion i started questioning my symptoms until 2 years later i discovered that i had paranoid schizophrenia and am all right now just some work routine and sleep issues.

What i want to say is that the early your start dealing with your problem the better the outcome. keep hanging there as you said.

Btw it seems like moderation didnt publish the thread i created yet on work and careers section.

please moderation try to take my thread in consideration.