When I was depressed and something good happened, even if really good, I got a energy boost (non productive) and felt very anxious. It wasnt nice.
Once I was told my depression looked atypical (oversleep, overeating and reactive anxiety/agitation)
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-