Hi, hellishlygood. I'm a little confused; lying is usually in words about "facts" rather than not knowing how we feel, that's a different sort of thing. I think we all have various facades but we don't make up literal lies on the spur of the moment to support them. Is that what you do?
I don't know that I'm explaining myself very well. This link explains what a pathological liar is like better than I could, does it sound like you or are you talking about something else?
http://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2007/...cal_liars.html