I got up at 5 this morning and drove n3 to work. Then I went home and slept two hours whereupon I got up and called in to cancel a doctor's appointment. Stupid I know but i just rescheduled. I couldn't face seeing him this morning. After I called, I went back to sleep. Does any of this sound like depression? I'm just lost. I went to starbucks for a couple hours this afternoon and read the book I got yesterday. I'm halfway done with it and its only been 24 hours! I can't stop thinking about the fact that we're going to have to move. I desperately need money saved to do that- for security deposit and first month's rent, etc. Ive been talking with C a lot lately. We were talking about going out to dinner for Valentines day- at least I *think* we were! He said he might call or text me tonight but I bet he doesn't. *sigh*