recently I had to call the cops and put my son back in Jail after watching him sniff 9 lines of coke I got scared. I feal by calling the cops was a good thing. but now I have a big huge hole in me from his going back to jail. my antidepressents seem to be cositent I have seen my dr at the va for 9 years, I look at this whole thing as perhapes I saved his life, I dont like to see hin in prison but I am releived, thanks for reading Gary