It may seem that I'm glad to continue to suffer from my situation.
I have an horrible family, they think (and they say) that my husband has thrown me away from my house and his family for my faults, and that everyone will do the same thing. So I feel like I have no hope for the future, my life is a non sense. For what I'm going on? I don't think a therapist will give me the solution. What I think is that I have no solution. Everything I had Is lost, my life is now unworthy. Someone goes on, I go back.