I've been depressed since December and i am tired of feeling lousy. Last night at Scrabble a player said i was "shrewd." That was a nice compliment. I've been working on my game today and i miss so many plays it's discouraging. I tell myself that anything i do while depressed would be an exercise in frustration. It's just the time of year, not the activity. I just want to feel good. I just want some relief.