I guess I can get absorbed into my emotions of the moment.... I was feeling SO low the other day, that I posted this. That's how I was feeling. I was at my lowest point... a point of desperation.

They had promoted three people at work that day, which hits a sore spot for me because I cannot be promoted myself. There's two people above me who are in the way of that happening, so I am stuck, which makes me feel hopeless. I'm not dying or anxious to be promoted, it's more so that I am hitting a glass ceiling in my current job, which then makes me feel stuck and hopeless.... there's no place for me there except for where I am. I am ready to move on.... I need to move on. But I am hitting many obstacles to that happening, which also makes me feel very stuck and hopeless. Hence this post, or thread rather, the other day. It all felt so hopeless, like I will never achieve what I want and need.... to get the hell out, to move forward and onwards. It's the worst feeling. I hate feeling stuck, especially in a totally dysfunctional work environment.