I understand you very well. I live in depression since I was 10 and I live with my parents,grandmother and mom's brother and he is an alcoholic. When we moved to them,my parents paid housing debt,bought some necessary equipment. And now,when grandmother is ill and she afraid to go outside,we care about she,we buy her all medicines, products, pay for an apartment and one day she told us she said that we are terrible people and she hates us. But if we will move in another apartments and leave her alone, she will soon die. She constantly finds fault with me and it's unbearable...