OMG...I can totally relate to how you feel. I went in the chat rooms just one time and I was so nervous that I basically sat in for a minute, didn't know what to say , and I was out that quick. I just felt really uncomfortable too, like I was intruding on a personal conversation.
I know there are really nice people on this site though and they would make me feel welcome, it was just scary. I will try again I'm sure.
And also I just wanted to tell you that Im dealing with some agoraphobia issues and cannot really go out unless Im with someone else as well.
If ya need to talk, send me a mssg anytime!
It can be so hard, but maybe talking to others with the same problems will help. Just take it one day at a time and maybe try again and see what happens.
Take care....