@BirdDancer haha I love you!

I was actually too afraid to admit it yesterday, but my problem was a lot to do with being "too much". Too many PMs and too many "blocks of text". While to some extent, I did write a lot of PM s, and long ones at times, I didn't think I was THAT bad and one of the members I was writing to said on a number of occasions that I was doing fine on the forums. I did get a couple of warnings, but most of it seemed unfair and others were more obnoxious in my opinion or they were actually being rude to me. The staff didn't see it that way though for the most part, with one exception (which gave me hope), but yeah, I was utterly destroyed by this ban because I thought I could trust these people. :/ And it was a "safe space". Safe space my ***! Only if you agreed with them on everything! (Sorry, I shouldn't badmouth)